wallpaper

空白wallpaper, 多年來的第一次

這兩星期都由它blank了

有時候只想簡單俐落一點

shing mun reservior

放假就該好好的放
放鬆一下
放眼看山看水看樹看馬騮

massage

享受肌肉得放鬆的感覺
不過
一半原因大概跟剪髮差不多
不喜歡去按摩
頸梗膊痛得太緊要
於是鼓起勇氣一個人去按摩
首先我好怕坐著等
然後沒法預計什麼時候該做什麼事
該給什麼反應的感覺
又
身旁沒有許多客人
有的都是師奶或叔叔
自覺有點怪...
衝破一切覺得自己怪的負面情緒後
就要準備好100%放鬆給人dup dup dup
每次都不禁地想
為什麼有人會成為按摩師傅
每一下都能感受對方所要出的力度
而且當一下一下按下來的時候
師傅與客人之間也可算是頗親蜜的接觸
可卻沒有任何的感情
師傅的眼中
我大概只是一舊肉
這舊肉卻承受著陌生人用勞力帶來的一點點鬆弛和滿足
很怪的一種付出和接收的關係
所以
一直覺得舒服得來有點不安
痛的時候又不知道是該出聲還是正常
是因為穴道的問題還是力度的問題
太細力又會否無料到
想著想著再用另一半的腦袋叫自己盡量放鬆...
不斷的交戰著
相對地
上大陸按摩又好像比較順理成章..沒原因的
而且按完又真的很放鬆
所以又有點期待可以再去
真怪...

vicky christina Bacelona

fascinating scene

beautiful people

lovely music

a nice story

sort of crazy, sort of ridiculous

yet it could be nth more real

are the artists always could live such life?

such life without any worries in their mind

the way that they would do anything they like at anytime they want

regardless what's suitable or even what's right or wrong

is that the living philosophy of those european...

less caring about what's gonna happen next

no planning ahead

just to do what they want at the moment

should it be called crazy? irresponsible?

or even if you calculate it 'right',

it could still go 'wrong'...

hair cut

have had my hair cut this week
a hair cut plus colour on a weekday,
i could never imagine having it happen before...haha

not a big change while i didn't intend to
actually...never enjoy time in salon
the way when u go in and everyone staring at you;
the way that you dunno how long u gonna wait in front of the big mirror;
the way that you while you dunno how to minimise the 'chat' between u are the one who is washing you hair, while not being impolite;
the way that you dunno how long you gonna spend getting all things done ;

i got more hair than a normal person does, as of what my hair dresser said EVERYTIME
that means i gonna spend MORE time than a normal person
juz sitting without anything simply can kill me
....
really dun like the time spend in salon....

autumn

秋高氣爽

清涼暢快理應好舒服

可就是從來都不喜歡秋天的氣味
朝早落街看不見陽光
只感到陣陣既乾且冷的涼風

什麼動力也都給帶走

既然沒得改變天氣

就好好利用這段時間四處走走

一家大細也來郊遊

national day

lovely weather lovely day @ Tai O

睡醒了就出去玩的假日真好

沒什麼好擔心沒什麼好趕急

閒著閒著

愛走到那裏愛停在那裏都好

雖不喜歡秋天的氣味

但舒適的天氣實在好適合四圍走

和和暖暖的陽光加上微微的涼風

然後靜靜聽著大浪拍岸的聲音

享受

就這樣子的假期