Life goes on

Testing 

Tired of work

很累人的一週。。。

dream

我大概一向都知道追尋夢想是奢侈的
只是我一直沒有機會搞清楚自己的夢想是什麼回事
可是現實就是這樣殘酷
又總不能得一想二
實際的考慮來得比想像中沉重
要走要飛又談何容易

happy valentine's day

不需要什麼浪漫氣氛

很享受這樣的beer & dinner

情人節快樂。

whats next

沒想過以3.71GPA的成績畢業

寫paper這種玩意對我來說是極艱巨極陌生

以前讀BBA的我們，

從來不須要看什麼literature，枉論要跟足格式寫paper

然後每個星期六晨早的實習課

大半年每個星期六都要六點幾起身

想起來根本不明白當時怎樣能做到

感恩的是 在那段時間

我真的找到了一份時間穩定得多的工作

然後咬著牙關的真的捱過了

下一步還未知道要怎樣走

見步行步吧

Bless Us One And All

let us run from anger,

catch us when we fall.

let us love each other

old days

想起許多那些年的事
覺得自己真的老了
那些年原來已經是很多很多年前的事
零零碎碎的片段
間斷出現過的人
友誼,緋聞,瞹眛,心跳,心痛

那些日子, 沒些好顧慮的日子
多好
那些人, 今天又過得怎樣?


好懷念, 那些喜歡幹什麼便幹什麼的日子.
街場打籃球, 每年夏天長洲宵夜,
吹水至訓著,通頂打ping pong, 電影會, 冬天得6度, 一人抱一盒雪糕邊吃邊看電視...


長大了,
大家每天為生活努力著
工作不受控的衝著來
只有點點的地下頭
付出到連氣都沒得透的程度
莫說要騰出謹有的心力來彼此關心一下
感受單純分享的幸福

Easter at Macau

一月時去澳門, 因為聖誕party抽中水舞間+Hard Rock住宿.
其實真的爽到爆

怎料半年未到, 又有免費房入住新濠的另一間酒店.
其實去澳門真的沒什麼好做
加上我們完全不會賭錢
沒有任何計劃下出發了
去到3時多, 房間竟然還沒有預備好...
好過份但亦好無奈
被迫提早起行

走路到官也街...發生了算是全日最幸運的事
在幾乎不用等位的情況下吃到my favorite水蟹粥
然後接著發生的...全都是錯的
在地圖上胡亂選了一個公園
亦錯誤地選擇撘公車
看似離開大三巴不遠, 卻花了接近一小時才到達
到達後完全找不到所謂的公園
走著走著太陽已下山也不見公園的蹤影
其實再走下去, 找得到也不想去了

決定打的到大三巴街, 等了又等才上的的士
出發到目標Jazz Bar, 到達, 找對門號, 卻沒有開門!!
大概是那對英藉退休夫婦復活家回鄉探親, 關門大吉....!
然後就走到大押對面找馳名牛什
去到竟然大排長龍
亦因為這條長長長龍, 人太多
買到的牛什根本一點沒有入味!
實在太過份了.....!!!

第一天的假期
就是這樣走來走去等車撘車找路走路...

spring?

該是花開的時候

小時候學一年四季

春夏秋冬

春天會下雨, 夏天放暑假, 秋天穿白色的秋褸, 冬天開暖爐.

不會搞錯

現在實在搞錯了

今朝早出街熱得像夏天來了

入到地鐵站已經熱到出汗

到午飯時間一落街已經感到寒風陣陣

末世的先兆不絕地出現

會否就是在我們這個世代

既然是暫借的身體

暫借的地方

到底要怎樣好好運用才不至白白浪費

nth special

just a simple but nice stuff

happy birthday

happy birthday to my dear friend.

人就是這樣的軟弱無力



工作時, 會覺得再頂唔順
辭職後, 就開始感到後悔
新工落實後, 立刻又開始猶豫


我決定
將一切交托

cliche

career , relationship , marriage , family , home
here we come the very critical stage in our life
that we are making all sorts of important decisions within these few years
there are all sorts of struggles , problems , difficulties

are we just doing what everyone is doing
is it the only way to feel safe and secure
is this what we call living
time past even before we start doubting
we are holding on tight for things that we think we can let go
we are moving forward as fast as we can
so fast that we are not even be able to take a look at what's happening around us
we are so used to be exhausted
so used to be drained
that we don't even have the energy to make a change

it's sad
it's such a cliche

m i brave enough?

squash day

it's a total new experience to play squash after work
and it felt extremely well!
to have a bit of exercise
plus just a simple dinner together

it absolutely brought me lots of pleasure
that i couldn't even explain why

little girl

this is the cutest little girl in my group session

she's happy, cheerful, positive, helpful

in the class

she's always the one who give you the very positive and active response

keep helping you to try get the naughty boy sit well

while she was being bullied (i guess it happens in their daily life as well)

she would just cry a little bit

and she would be happy again

in the last session

there was a little boy keep looking at her zipper on the jacket

she didn't got irritated but then she open her jacket

and tell the boy that there's nth inside

this way or the other

how adorable and how considerate she is

and

their smile just worth everything

thanks my Lord

that i'm totally blessed
with the unconditional love
from my parents, and
from you and you and you.

i just dun deserve it

road

遙遙長路
沒法看清楚
沒有符合很多的入學要求
沒有60萬的儲備供我安心申請入學
沒有很多信心可以將之成為真正的職業

在什麼也沒有的情況下
我就先選擇連安定的工作收入也放棄

開始覺得很不安
很不安
很不安

finally

may be i'm too boring
that i keep updating the blog everyday
and i finally got settled with this one....

sometimes

i just want to break the rules
and do what i want to do

but
what is it that i really wanted to do

dull

雖天陰陰 灰沉沉
像極我的心情

即便如此
跟你們分享像這樣的一整個下午
難得悠閒
難得快樂