完了沒有

這兩星期的瘋狂schedule
帶給我前所未有的壓力
不只我
全team人加後勤隊伍都陷入極度緊張及疲累的狀態
粗口不絕於耳
瘋狂的工作量加上極度緊迫的時間
還未夠
還要加上客戶的內部問題及他們的亂
徹徹底底地令人情緒也失控
我想我這星期也有屈燥症的徵狀
一時很高漲
一時極度低落
完全無法控制
憎恨自己的工作 討厭像這樣的生命
有一晚做了一個夢
夢中我穿著平日的T shirt牛仔褲
來到一個海灘
我竟然就這樣走到海邊
什麼也不願去理就躺在水中
然後無法自控地在哭
其實這個奇怪的夢
一點不奇怪
因為正正反映出內心的自己

這種情緒不旦令我無心工作
對其他的事情一律提不起興趣
就像磨平了的齒輪
一般的正常運作也彷彿出了問題
而且沒有什麼感覺

頂唔順

work work work
non-stop working
so many frustrations in day time
so many mess
everything seems not smooth
and i really can't hang on anymore
i got no energy to fix all the stuffs that i dunno where to start
1, i didn't handle the campaign from day 1, there are so many background that lead to the problem today
2, i m new to the client since i'm juz "helping" on this particular job, things are just not smooth
3, i m really tired with this job, things are so meaningless
4, He is not in HK these days.....loss a very strong support and a pairs of shoulders
5, still feeling sick , coughing all the time and really exhuasted
6, with a sorethroat i dun even want to speak, but i have to discuss and discuss with those "mo liu" comment....

really harsh and just make me want to escape from what's happening every minute,

就黎頂唔順

表哥's Wedding

帶著病完成了任務的一天
真的很病
但應承了負責玩新郎及做mc
實在又不得不出現
其實真的很辛苦
由星期三出現喉嚨..少量咳嗽開始
到星期四發燒至102度
然後星期五一天病假留在家裏休息
這兩天按時吃藥不斷睡覺
沒想到到星期六病還是沒有好
不過我還是早上8時就到達悅來酒店
跟新娘見見面聊了幾句
感覺不錯
她說廣東話也說得不錯

玩新郎的過程尚算順利
不過沒有什麼心機, 於是都沒有太大的要求
隨隨便便就給他過了
然後大隊出發到沙田婚姻註冊處
呆等了一小時就行禮
這種婚姻註冊處的婚禮,就像例行公事一樣
那兩個負責人木口木面的就替新人完成他們的人生大事
像這樣的簽字儀式, 其實真的很沒趣
在註冊處的婚禮
我只參與過少數次...因為教會裏的人要結婚
都會在教堂舉行
所以這種形式實在麻麻
註冊過後
大伙兒回到東涌我表哥的家裏食午飯和斟茶
搞一大輪
就出發去旺角酒樓準備飲宴
我的partner實在很煩 (跟新娘一樣, 我跟他也是第一次見面, 這種情況實在很不尋常haha)
...其實只是簡簡單單的幾句所謂台詞
不斷的要我寫稿...實在沒有這樣的必要
到最後他找來紙筆
嘗試筆錄低我們將要說的說話
他自己就拿著那張紙反覆的閱讀...好煩
其實輕輕鬆鬆簡簡單單沒有冷場就是了
不需要太過拘緊吧
後來因為太悶的緣故打了幾舖麻雀
不過不計錢的..haha
然後整晚的過程算不錯
亦都很smooth
在大部份都是親戚及長輩的情況下
氣氛也不俗吧
撐了一整天終於搞掂
走的時候表哥的老婆還叫我早點康復
我想她也很累...搞了一整天不斷的影相不斷的笑
不斷的補妝
而且一個真正屬於她自己的朋友也沒有
加上她根本沒有經歷過像這樣的婚禮
在她的家鄉都是簡簡單單吃一餐飯就是
所以我想她一定是累透了
不過她還是這樣的貼心說了一句這樣的說話
感覺很好
衷心希望他們永遠幸福快樂

難得的煒賢堂聚
人太多
都沒法了解每人的近況
不過總算見過面
傾過計
已經像是很難得
每次聚會都多得yan的努力
為什麼總是要花許多氣力才能成功
真想多一點像這樣的聚會

有時會怕
會不會有一日
因為懶於去維繫
最後會變得生疏

Sai Kung

a relaxing afternoon at Sai Kung
thanks JL for being late so that we could have a wonderful walk there
esther was so poor that had to miss that
we did nth special there
walk, lunch, dessert
but it's still great
just 2-day break a week is truly insufficient
this is what you can do when you got more than 2-day leave
we deserve long weekend every week...

no lunch time no dinner time

好辛苦呀!!!!!


non stop working for a mo liu tasks
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it

massage massage

yeah
thats so great
so great to hv the massage for 2-hour
i think i like this experience very very much
thanks lucy for bringing me there
i must go there again!

少事數則:

1.轉team的事一度聽聞會出現阻滯, 最後竟然是轉人不轉job,
anyway 怎說都是一件值得開心的事

2.面部的敏感愈來愈嚴重, 卻抽不出時間去看醫生,
請問有沒有好的皮膚科醫生介紹

3.整齊的新習慣依然盡量的保持住, 不過沒有起初的病態了

4.終於買了一條姊妹裙, 準備當我表哥的姊妹..
沒錯, 是表哥的姊妹不是表姊, 因為他準備要娶的是個大陸人,
所以只好找我跟我細表哥的女朋友充當姊妹,
(而我跟表哥的未來老婆是素未謀面的)
當晚的飲宴還要做mc

5.賣出了psp...低價...正考慮是否要買nds...我都知依家先買好out

6.還未有成功賣出抽回來的i pod shuffle..email來email
去還是沒有跟該買家約好

7.最近很懶總提不起勁

8.好想買衫卻都提不起什麼勁來

9.好想去按摩但總覺得沒有時間

少事數則:

1.轉team的事一度聽聞會出現阻滯, 最後竟然是轉人不轉job,
anyway 怎說都是一件值得開心的事

2.面部的敏感愈來愈嚴重, 卻抽不出時間去看醫生,
請問有沒有好的皮膚科醫生介紹

3.整齊的新習慣依然盡量的保持住, 不過沒有起初的病態了

4.終於買了一條姊妹裙, 準備當我表哥的姊妹..
沒錯, 是表哥的姊妹不是表姊, 因為他準備要娶的是個大陸人,
所以只好找我跟我細表哥的女朋友充當姊妹,
(而我跟表哥的未來老婆是素未謀面的)
當晚的飲宴還要做mc

5.賣出了psp...低價...正考慮是否要買nds...我都知依家先買好out

6.還未有成功賣出抽回來的i pod shuffle..email來email
去還是沒有跟該買家約好

7.最近很懶總提不起勁

8.好想買衫卻都提不起什麼勁來

9.好想去按摩但總覺得沒有時間

this cost $5 only
but i feel very happy after i bought it....
find it at 7-eleven 蛋機

shopping@adidas

joined Yan and her colleagues for a special discount day at adidas

bought a pair of sneaker and a white jacket

at a 40% discount

the two of them just cost me about $7xx

wonderful!

joined mum and dad for a concert at night

the Soweto Gospel Choir which came from Africa

they are wonderful

over half of the audiences are westerners

and i saw Alan tam with his son and wife

(that shd be his 2nd wife accordingly to yan later on)

feel so cool and cultural all of a sudden

the the choir was just so great

they hardly need any instruments to sing wonderful song

wonderful voice and fantastic dance

and it's so free to be with God

you can just tell the joy and happiness from their song

i hope i can sing so well too...

ahaha

忍唔住

都要再寫多一次
關於條xx既
真係
可能係我好彩
未遇過有咁既人
所以真係好睇唔過眼
個人無料到都唔再講
仲係唔鍾意俾人放工
好老實講
如果一下下到放工果下我都唔知自己既野做晒未
我真係覺得好有問題
但係fine
佢係我老細
要我一定要同佢講仲要問佢仲有無野搵我
咁我咪照做囉
都fair既
但係可唔可以唔好下下係我走既時候
就捉住我講一d根本唔urgent既野
又或者有一次咁
係我準備走既時候先叫我改個work schedule
而which係唔係會即刻send俾客
我完全覺得咁樣係好小家的行為
你多野做未走得
唔代表你既下屬有責任係度陪你
你睇多咁多客
多咁多人工
遲過我走都好正常
真係好火

I love you Lord

i could never imagine such things will happen
i was being asked
being asked whether i would like to go to another team
it was such a nice offer in such situation
and it's out of my expectation
i never raised my discontent
coz i didn't figure out a way of doing that
but now
it's solved
and i got a chance to get rid of the shitty stuffs....
how wonderful it is
though i'm not the kind of person who love changes very much
i'm kind of looking forward to it
actually i'm looking forward to get rid of the personss who i dun like

Love the time be in church this week
goobie had held a wondership worship time this week
and got some peaceful moment during the 聖餐
i hope i could share god's love to my friend, to my colleageas and to my love

have a really nice weekend
walk and walk and walk for the whole day on sunday
shopping for a gawn for cousin's wedding
it's a difficult task......
mission not yet completed..
i really couldn't pick any of those
they are either too formal too elegant or too casual or too expensive
hahaha
hope to get a perfect one asap!

change suddenly

最近忽然有一個很有趣的轉變
並沒有刻意去要求自己作這個改變
卻又不知不覺間成為一個習慣
一向不是那種天生有"整齊清潔"的神經的一類人
於是我向來覺得"執野"及保持時刻整潔是一件很費神的事
最近
這種神經卻忽然的降臨在我身上
首先反映於工作的桌子
現在即使很忙碌的時刻
我的桌子上仍然十分整齊
以往hea在桌面的file 紙張document文具artwork等等
現在每一次我都將它們分類好放得整整齊齊
沒有一刻的混亂
而且一點不覺得麻煩
只是覺得有需要
hahaha
好神奇
於是像這樣的神經一直陪伴著我
回到家裏
有一點點的時間
就先執拾好房間的書桌
整理好兩個2年來沒有執好放雜物的小盒
一個字.....勁..呀我覺得自己

好
今日星期六
要將整間屋都執得整整齊齊yeah!

i love sleeping

喜歡睡覺
想躲懶
想早點睡想遲一點才起床

一點動力也沒有
完全失去工作上的幹勁

i love sleeping

喜歡睡覺
想躲懶
想早點睡想遲一點才起床

一點動力也沒有
完全失去工作上的幹勁

World carnival finally

終於有得去環球嘉年華
約黎約去約左幾個月
最後竟然係即興地去又齊人
天氣比預期中還要熱
有少少辛苦
因為真係熱到會出汗

不過好享受
狂叫狂玩的感覺

may i say..it is unfair...

公司發生了不少事
令人眼界大開
記得小時候
有一位中文老師說
"讀書不是唯一的途徑, 不過一定是捷徑"
她繼續
"應該珍惜讀書的時候, 幸福的地方在於, 你付出多少你將會獲得多少,
長大後, 你就會明白, 工作時並不一樣"
我深深體會到
雖然不在於我個人的際遇
這種經歷
恕我入世未深
還是有一股震撼

這幾天
在晚臨睡前都有認真的禱告
有幾個早上
由屋企步行到地鐵站的時候
心裡忽然出現一陣平安
感覺就是
神拍著我的膊頭跟我說
"我會一直陪著你走"
就是這份平安
已經很足夠

......i shdn't be angry...

"we dun always agree, but we always care"

one of the great persons who contributed a lot in the movie industry
who is passionate about her life
about contributing herself into what she's passionate about
movie ... charity.. society
and above is what she said
i like that mantra
and i think the opposite reflect lively about the way xxx work,
who only know how to say yes to everyone
without really think hard about what is good and what is right
xxx idiot