smell autumn

一下子
秋天來了
是的
涼爽一點是舒服一點
但就是不喜歡涼風的味道
感覺很刺鼻

thanks

thanks

fire

我火了

激死我

calm down

生活稍為回覆正常
真好
也因為日間多了點和平
心情都變好一點
心平氣和底下才發現在忙碌中
許多事情人物對話
都被遺忙
好彩這一點點的平靜
讓我有足夠的空間來彌補

relax

relax a bit on sunday
just eating and chatting from 2 to 5pm
long long tea buffet...live band and lovely desserts
and
just walk a bit at flower market
pick up this nice one for just HK$28
feeling relax and happy by just looking at it

wish this peace and calmness be with me
for the rest of this week
wish the battle will be over soon
wish to see my way

just say no

零晨一時許
客戶還突擊來些怪要求
放棄陳述仔細的理由
純粹一個字
'無'!

fire

年少氣盛的時候
比現在更不能妥協

然後又有好一段時間
就是自然地想避免跟別人對質
特別在香港
消費者永遠是對的這個世界裏
總生怕自己忍不住然後上演潑婦罵街
即使我知道我一定有方法達到目的
於是
選擇忍得的則忍
也不願動肝火
我想是因為成長
是因為包容

可是最近接腫而來的工作
煩到極點及無理的要求
每日用8成時間見招拆招
結果不自覺地啟動了原來的本性

隨時開火.

tired

累透了
連呼吸的氣力和空間都沒有
還得
作決定...

work like hell

for a whole week
and the craziest thing is
i took 10mins out from my precious lunch time
to tidy up my desk (the thing i hate the most)
and turn out i felt great when i tried to keep everything in a good order

this week was really hell
boss was away, job was like flooding
i dun really like the way i was
the way that i could have done anything to get the thing happen
and to push everyone to achieve what i needed to achieve
so tense
so tense
that i can't manage to be nice with ppl around me all the time
like the waiter in the restaurant
like my love ones
trying to manage a balance...
to be tough to be firm
while in the meanwhile
to be gentle

failed

結果沒有被取錄
沒有太失望
雖然是很渴望嘗試
不過深信上帝的帶領
亦
同時該認真檢視一下自己的屬靈生命
被同事質疑
怎麼做了這麼多年基督徒
竟沒有把聖經看完過一次
....
um
後今開始
努力一點靈修
就這樣決定...




不走這條路
又要不要走另外的那一條

thanks

感恩
能遇上你


剛過去的這365日
每一日都因為有你
變得很可愛
變得很不一樣
從此不再一樣


多謝你

check up

幾經考慮
最後靠著禱告靠著我聽到主耶穌的呼召
我決定了報名
那個一年的實習計劃

然後過程中
就像先來一個自身的屬靈生命健康檢查
才再一次, 再一次
深刻的發覺
實在太多虧欠神的地方
太多不足夠的地方

想
奉獻一年的時間
放下所有
放下屬世的期望屬世的價值

但不知道我是合格不合格

after the break

i was struggling
between
new job, old job, the internship programme
number of options, number of possibilities, number of concerns around my head
and still number of things to be handled

i just hope i can get a clear answer from God
for what He want me to do for living on the earth
for what He don't want me to do for wasting even more time

break

a real break
felt great

yet....have to go back to reality

annual leave

第一次生日請假
工作迫人
迫得實在受不了
生日流流不想被監生氣死
決定放假
近近地都要行開下

sometimes
i just really wanna get out of everything here

where is my blue sky

想靜靜地對著
像這樣的一片藍

august

多謝朋友仔
提早來慶生

yeah~

priority

再一次再一次
檢視一下現時的工作
又再一次想想前路
卻又再一次只見到阻礙
見不到通道

人生
價值
財富
享樂
奉獻
目標
愛情
責任
委身

就是欠了一把尺, 一個秤....