boring

曾經聽過朋友說
開始讀書的話
就要斷六親
現在我開始明白此話可解

schedule排得滿滿的
心裏卻一點不覺得充實...
點搞

what is time

每日
用2個鐘頭撘車
用10個鐘頭上班(最少)
用6個鐘頭訓覺(大概keep到)
用3個鐘頭解決基本生活所需(刷牙洗面洗頭沖涼吹番乾個頭)(極速)
用2個鐘頭食飯(起碼啦, 當lunch食快, dinner係屋企食)

如此算來
我應該仲有一個鐘頭
咁寶貴
真係想發多一陣呆都唔得.

this is actually my weekend schedule

and i can't believe that i made it

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sat

1200 get up

1400 lunch at wanchai

1500 start working on my paper

2030 dinner

2400 settled at home and start working on my paper again

0230 go to bed

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sun

0830 get up

0900 church

1300 lunch at home

1430 start working on my paper

1930 short break for shower, dinner and putting a vote downstair

2145 go back to my paper

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i can't believe i have done that

my head is growing bigger and bigger

the most frustrated part today was that

i have to sacrifice the precious time to be spent with

my lovely friends and the lovely weather!

i hope

my effort will gonna be paid off

and i hope for the next sunshine weekend

although

the next presentation, essay and exam are right there on their way

happy mother's day

(all from mongkok 'fa hui' for a real good bargain)


每逢大時大節, 就會有一種想法
如果有兄弟姊妹, 就好.
多個人多一份人做多一份人諗
特別當我一個人
拿著一個環保袋, 一盤魚生, 一盒蛋糕, 一個背包的時候
兩隻手, 四袋野.
唔出街食就是這樣, 搵自己黎搞, haha.
happy mother's day

update

an update of life

. 近日生活忙碌, 功課工作上堂教會, 悶悶悶

. 這種非人生活, 擠得整個人呆呆滯滯, 有點想死

. 父母繼續不停去旅行, 好像一回來就開始計劃下一個旅程,

姑姐認為, 老豆可能是因為看見嫲嫲中風不良於行後,

怕自己有此一日, 於是行得走得時, 去得則去.

又發現他每日都會玩'明星三缺一', 一向沒有對電腦遊戲或麻雀太沉迷的他,

大概是相信打麻雀可預防老人痴呆的說法.

這純粹是我的估計

.母親節臨近, 但功課deadline迫在眉睫, 根本不想走到老遠吃飯,

真不孝之餘, 集體決定留家晚飯, 由本人負責供應膳食

.最近工作量尚可, 但壓力指數不減. 理性上知道被工作影響心情很無謂.

實際上怒火中燒起來的時候, 是可以嬲到氣都透唔到.

又由於多了一點點時間, 決定清理一下案頭, 把小丸子同學們及其他擺設

全數收起.

簡簡潔潔的希望多一份平和.

miracle

昨天
5:57pm離開公司

6:15pm抵達上課地點
6:30pm課堂開始

神奇神蹟
感恩

happy birthday

to new born little boy in mr.lau's family,
who hasn't really got a name yet

wish you live a happy life in this world.

simply a genius

bored

早兩年的這個時候

何其fit

何其好玩

這些日子

沒什麼好update

寶貴的時間都留來預算把功課做好

可是日復一日

我的功課進度繼續停滯不前

沒有效率不只

身癢心更癢

比平日更想玩玩玩

中風一週年

'媽媽中風一週年'
subject of 三姑姐send出來的email
這封email 交代了一些財政的狀況
安排好母親節的晚飯, 還有以下的分享:

媽媽中風一週年
2009年4月16日清晨，媽媽在家中風，幸好很快由亞卿發現，立刻送媽媽入醫院，醫生說媽媽中風，是栓塞不是爆血管，沒甚麼可做。媽媽昏睡了三天，在四哥四嫂回港的那天早上醒來，跟我們說話，但是媽媽說話不清楚，我們聽得不清楚。

在醫院和荔景康復大樓住了五十多天，媽媽於6月7日便搬到保德住了。

看到媽媽不能自由地活動，心裏覺得不是味兒，但看到媽媽在體能和思想方面都有進步時，心裏卻要感謝神。雖然到現在我仍未明白神為何要這樣對待媽媽，但仍感到神並沒有離開過媽媽，不保守她，神仍愛媽媽，在祂裏面已為媽媽預備一切。

神為媽媽預備了一群兒女，媽媽曾說過，她的兒女們的學識不高，收入不多，我們都不是富有人家，但她的兒女們沒一個學壞，都是很孝順的，都是信耶穌的，都是蒙神恩典的！不錯，媽媽中風後，就更能體驗媽媽這句說話。媽媽入院當天，全家立刻趕到醫院，連孫兒們都向公司請假到醫院探望媽媽，媽媽多有福氣！無論媽媽在醫院還是在保德，家人都會按時來探望媽媽，無論有多忙碌，都會將媽媽的需要放在首位，並沒有怨言，也不會計較，這就是媽媽的兒女！除了醫護人員，神還為媽媽預備了一群愛她的兒女！

神賜給媽媽一個堅強的心。媽媽中風後不能動，不能坐，不能進食，不能喝水，日常生活起居都要靠別人來照顧，在媽媽來說是一件非常痛苦的事，因為一向以來，媽媽都是照顧我們起居的人，但現在卻要由我們來照顧她，她真是一萬個不願意；自媽媽醒後，媽媽很努力學習照顧自己，她由沒力坐直身子，到現在能坐直身子，能用左手自己吃飯，媽媽實在是了不起，媽媽初時不能站立，現在開始學習開步走，實在是神的恩典，雖然媽媽現在仍需要別人來照顧，但如果神沒賜媽媽一個堅強的心，媽媽不會進步得那麼快！

神賜媽媽有一個堅定的心。媽媽每次唱詩都會哭，或許她跟我們一樣，到現在仍不明白神的安排，但她仍堅定地回答神是愛她的，神並沒有離開過她，雖然她不能到教會崇拜神，但她每天都會祈禱，為她自己和我們祈禱，雖然她不能到處跑與人談福音，但她的喜樂可以感染身邊的人，讓他們可以從媽媽身上看到神的恩典！

神賜媽媽有一個盼望的心。雖然媽媽似乎沒可能照顧自己，但她卻差不多每天都能與兒女們相聚。以往我們要等到過節才會有聚會見面的時間，就算回家吃飯，都不是定時定候，媽媽不能常常見到我們，現在卻常常能與我們一起，是由早到晚呢！媽媽不需要約我們，她知道我們會隨時來陪伴她。我們亦向媽媽保證，叫她不需要擔心，因為我們可以在天家相聚呢！



然後她邀請我們, 如果有感受的話
都一同來分享, 於是有了以下一篇,
嫲嫲入院以後
第一次嘗試記下來的一篇感覺...


還清楚記得一年前看見嫲嫲完全昏迷在床，滿身是喉的狀況。每想起當時的情景，心都覺得很痛。原來已經一年時間，嫲嫲沒有奇蹟康復，但現在她都比較有意識，甚至能表達自己，其實已經是很大的進步。

由醫院，荔景大樓，到老人院，每次探望嫲嫲以後，心裡總忍不住悲傷起來，偷偷哭泣。縱然如此，我想我們沒有一個人因此對上帝失去信心，相反，從姑姐姑丈伯娘叔嬸的表現和關心中，我看到神的恩典；看見親情的美好；看見愛裏的甘甜。姑姐們，你們的付出和擺上，真的讓人很感動。

雖然嫲嫲還是沒法說話，但從她間中的喜怒都叫人感受到如往日一樣良善的她，感受到從她身上散發出的母愛。一年過去，我相信神已安排最好的，願嫲嫲在上帝的看顧裏，無論身體如何，生活如何，心裏都時常充滿平安和喜樂。

slow progress

功課毫無進展
當每晚只剩下半條人命
心情很壞
同時也很平靜

怪事發生得只要夠多
便能成為日常
根本再不存在講道理的空間
無氣力反抗只得苟且
無心機發難只有麻木

easter

a peaceful easter

i juz wish it could last longer

with an assignment deadline approaching

besides church activity, i allowed myself to have fun for one whole day during the holiday

that's a kind of luxury to me

coz i really got no idea on how to write a decent paper

how to use the 'APA' style that i hv never heard of before

how to hit all the criteria within the limitation on number of words

...

keep travelling

my parents....keep going for trip like every 2 or 3 months
howcome...
they juz got back home today...
now is 0035, and they are still not home
coz they go SZ for massage and big dinner after dropping down all the luggage and finish doing the laundry...

老年過度活躍症

eason again

'get a life' is the best eason's concert
may be
that's the peak, and he had reached it already
and no more

eason duo

you know, watching a show at hung hom is a really challenging task
for ppl who have a job like us...
everything, i have to rush and rush and rush,
and then grab sth really plain for dinner inside the stadium.
there's no exception tonight
and i went with lots of expectation
it's reallllly too bad that eason is totally not in a good shape tonight....
the quality of his voice affected EVERYTHING...
the overall atmosphere is not that good
so disappointed............

study

though the weather is kind of nice outside

i spent almost the whole day staying inside

reading the reading pack

finding the book in the library

i really not quite able to stand the ambience of library

the air is dead

everything is stagnant

ppl look like they've been sticking on the chair forever

some of them even took of their shoes like they've got stuck inside a plane

i just don't like this kind of feeling

and i'm so frightened that when the assignment deadline is approaching

i will have no choice and become one of those....

-_-"

no energy

no....energy....
i juz dun like winter...

morning

10am inside the shopping mall
shops are not opened yet, except Page One!
but you can feel there are a lot going on around you.
City U students going to school with their half opened eyes,
sales getting together for a briefing or preparation thing,
shop front doors are half-opened

the feeling is funny
everyone is doing their job in a behind the scene mode
they look calm, and dunno why they look more professional than usual,
ppl are focused, doing what they are doing yet in a quiet way
it's a rare chance to be in a shopping mall in such early morning,
while i juz got pass by for a job thing
it may sounds weird but i wish i could have juz stay there
and taste the kind of peace

up in the air

沒有抱著什麼期望入場
卻很有驚喜
故事其實很簡單
也沒有好誇張的演繹卻完全沒悶場
不失幽默有趣卻淡淡地感到那份黯然
雖然談的都是老話題
細膩而且洽到好處的手法
輕鬆得來反而更讓人自動置身其中

happy day

what a day!!

thanks miss kwan for making this happen!!
great fun at tapmun, i think the location doesn't really matter,
we can have fun everywhere..haha
my friends are just stunningly great.
it's such a precious day esp while everyone is so busy these days
can't stop smiling even now
when I tried to think about what had happen at the peak there.
thanks mr lau for the show - 'the arrival'
it's vivid, simple, yet still kind of inspiring with lovely execution
thanks for the 燈謎 surprise,
it's such a wonderful surprise on the Chinese lovers day!
i really can't find a word to say, but thanks.