pretty free working days after the holiday
continue with the holiday mood
totally no mood to work
i just want to be quiet and peaceful until next year
i totally dun have motivation to work
and today
i've done sth that i've never did before
my senior asked me whether i would like to unofficially (literally he said "secretly") help on a pitch
i said NO
to be honest..really no
first, i dun think that's a meaningful pitch..it would be just a game
or just a show or whatever
second, "secretly", what the hxll is that..
dun play me pls
he said i'm not aggressive enough
whatever lar
i really dun care
at least i really want to be less care
for the first time
i turn down sb in work
actually i felt a bit guilty though i think i did the right thing...
i really dun have any responsibility on "helping" the job secretly
and that's not even a right thing to do
i keep wondering whether he want me to learn sth
or simply he need one more pair of hands
i dun want to be fooled becoz i'm sb who work hard
pls dun fool me!