i have been thinking too much
about sth that is not really related to myself
cannot really sleep for the whole night
too silly..
now..it's morning..sitting in the office
hoping what they said yesterday would not happen here

我想
你不會明白
那幾句說話所帶來的傷害

不習慣用沉重的文字來記錄
朋友請不要問我
因為光提起也會很痛

昨晚應該說是黃昏時份回家的路上
沒原因地
頭暈至像是隨時可以暈倒的情況
心感不妙
自己懷疑自己不夠血糖..雖然想清楚後又覺得沒可能
去到香港站就買了一支橙汁
在香港站休息了一會
好彩
最後安全地回家
搞乜成個老人家咁
可能真係唔夠運動
要健康0的......

Cafe Peace square @ TST

又係無野做的日子
6pm鬆0的就走
去尖沙咀既上樓cafe
同Peg, 師母同阿Siu傾野
傾下小朋友個training camp 既野
一傾就傾到10點幾
不過中間過程都算幾effective
算係settle左一0的野
算係唔錯
呢幾個禮拜六日真係忙到顛左
上堂小組探訪崇拜開會
所以開呢個會都要安排係星期一的晚上
呢種咁早就可以放工的日子真係好
約人7pm係尖沙咀
以前真係諗下都唔敢
依家係完全無問題
真係唔知是喜是悲
我都想搵一份番工放工時間穩定
自己又鍾意人工又好既工
但係偏偏就諗唔仲有0的咩可以做
真係該煨
傾完野番到屋企好精神
番到屋企岩岩好開始踼11pm果場
意大利對澳洲
點知悶到暈...踢到下半場最尾果幾分鐘先射個12碼
一個精彩既入球都無
呢場係除左揭幕戰之外我認真睇的第一場
有無搞錯!

Saturday

it was so frustrated that
there was construction outside on Saturday 9am again
while i back home at 3am on Friday
it was really irritating when i was being woke that early!!
i tried my very best to stay on bed until 1pm
so then i back to church for our meeting
we got so more solid ideas and plans this time
so LOOKING FORWARD to our 青年崇拜
with God, i hope we could keep everything up
yeah
after that, we started to practice for the praise on Sun
it was my first time being the praise leader
it was indeed a big challenge for me
so it really took me some time to prepare for it
trying to hold a good practice time
without pushing too hard and tried to make things done

and ...i 've made up my mind that i'm not
going to the taiwan missionary service this year
i'm not sure whether it's right or wrong
yet..i've prayed for it
and i dun want to go becoz of pressure from others
i want to go becoz i really wanted to
while this time..if i really go...i feel like i go becoz the others want me to
with the burden still on my shoulder
i'm sorry if i let the others down

Sunday
the praise turned out to be smooth
a relieve for me
i didn't really sleep quite well on the night before
coz i was feeling nervous about it
haha

today i back to CU!!!!
becoz of chiu's graduation of being a 神學學士
CONGRATULATION
so our whole 朝陽組 went there to attend the graduation ceremony
memory pop up while i was sitting inside the chapel
i like it here..and i do
we took some pictures with chiu and among ourselves
all of us were feeling exhausted becoz of the sunshine...
then i headed to tst to dinner with my parents and mei fung
mei fung is a girl who is 2 years younger than me
and who lived in my home before when we were young
we basically had dinner gathering together once or twice a year
nice dinner @ rice paper and nice chat
nice dessert
haha
had a walk on the 星光大道 and then back home
feeling really tired....

23 June 06
happy birthday
wish you a joyful and fruitful year
though the supposed to be surprised party was not surprised at all...
still, thx for yon's great effort on the party
hope that everyone there enjoys the night
i hope...haha

午餐聚會

今日中午參加了午餐聚會
講者是李錦洪
他的名字就聽過有時候早上也會聽到他的節目
今日現場的聽他說說自己的看法自己的故事
頗有趣
頗有趣的是即使是現場聽著
感覺還是有點像在聽收音機一樣..ahah
他分享了都巿人心靈空虛這個topic
五環的關係
1. 人跟自己 2. 跟別人 3. 跟物質 4. 跟大自然跟靈魂 5. 跟神
只要滿足了這五大關係
基本上人的心靈就沒有缺口了
倒也中聽
還有他自己的留言信箱一般用兩個星期便改一改
他分享了一些頗有趣的
1/ "我聽唔到你既電話有2個原因, 一係我個電話要充電, 二係我自己要充電,
不過可以同你傾計就會係我充電既一個方法, 留言俾我, 即刻覆你"
有少少難頂
不過倒算比起扮接聽電話來得有意義

今日confirm了last day的事
如無意外
7月24日就會開始新的工作

看別人的日記

見那種舒適寫意安定的生活
閒來照顧一下家頭細務
天氣好時就去沙灘去離島玩樂
好羡慕
有沒有人會選擇勞苦
如果有選擇的話

dinner at home

i'm the kind of person who love eating at home
though i didn't really look like one
indeed i enjoy spending time at home
yesterday i told my mum that i'm going home for dinner
at around 8/9pm
yet...when i got back there by 8pm
she had already eaten her part
i was feeling a bit disappointed
though i didn't really show it..
i was a bit surprised that i got this kind of feeling
which i think i'm being a little bit too sensitive
haha

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