music therapy

first round of the courses, the 4 consecutive and intensive days had passed.
the schedule is real crazy like this:

Fri - 5:30pm to 8pm / Sat - 9am to 6pm /
Sun - 10am to 6pm / Mon - 5:30pm to 8pm.

finally i m studying music therapy
when i'm sitting inside the classroom and when i'm trying to read those literature
about all kinds of children disabilities...
about what is it about working out a treatment plan...
about all those research paper
i feel a bit unreal
when looking back for the time that i've been 'saying' that i want to do this
but i never really can imagine how things turn out to be that easy to start
although
it looks extremely challening for the path in front
i do see some chances of getting the dream actualised....
despite all those uncertainties, worries and realistic difficulties
i will give my all to get that works.